Live Love

I never cared too much for boys growing up, I still don’t. Not saying that I am a lesbian, I’m not, just putting it out there. O_o...anyhoozle...

There aren’t many people who say young love is the best… Its usually called puppy love. Unlike most people I do believe that young love is the best and no I am not talking about that puppy love, they are different.  I’m talking about finding your soulmate at a young age, or at least having that idea that you did and no I am not talking about that onesided obessesion crap. -_- ...anyway, back to me...(lol)

I didn’t date in high school, my first relationship was one coming out of high school. Didn’t last long....4 months to be exact, loved him, but wasn’t in love with him. My second relationship started off not too long after that. I've always wanted that fairy tale romance... You know? the kind that doesn't really exist, only in a dream world...

It was good the relationship was good. I go what I asked for...

I asked God to send me my “perfect” guy, my angel; taller than me, intellegent, funny, a little dorky and decently handsome, + some....

He may…. Not always have patience… I want to teach him how to obtain it. Be stressing over little things… I'll teach him how to take inhale and exhale. Not know how to be affectionate… Let me show him how to hug, kiss, and touch. Not know how to dress for an interview… I know how to make it work. Not know how to speak his mind outside the classroom… I'll suggest how to get the message across without being intimidated by others. Be feeling hungry… I was taught how to cook. Have an achy body sometimes… I can ease the pain. Have something on his mind that he needs to talk about… I'm here to listen. Not know how to be respectful towards people…. My family and I will teach him that. May not know how to trust someone… He can always trust me. Not know someone who can be honest with him, even when they are wrong… I’ll fess up; I have no problem taking responsibility for my actions, even in the wrong. Not be able to share everything that is on his mind with his friends.... He can share his thoughts and feelings with me. Not know someone who will stand by his side in times of need... I'm here. Not have a person(s) who motivates him to reach above and beyond his wildest dreams... I'll be his cheerleader/motivater.

We learn intimacy together. With one another. Just the two of us.




... To be continued...

Laugh

I love cats!! This is too funny, I guess these kind of things don't only happen to humans...

Ears n Eyes

This tatted woman's stage name is SoShy. She is featured in Timbaland's new song "Morning After Dark" along side Nelly Furtado. There isn't too much on this artist but you can check out her myspace and listen to her other songs   http://www.myspace.com/soshymusic

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I have gone through this and I still am, only not as severe as before. You can't tell me you haven't...

I love Alicia's voice, her lyrics relate to a lot of what goes on in people's lives

Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart

Alicia Keys | MySpace Music Videos

Live Pretty

I haven't done my nails in weeks! so here is what I use....
A while ago I purchased a manicure kit at Rite Aid. It consists of a nail filer, two nails clippers (one for feet the other for hands), nail scoop, cuticle nippers, tweezers, and manicure scissors.
I also purchased Sally Hansen's Hard as Nails, its a polish tha helps thickens and protects your nails from breakage.

  

After I manicured my nails I decided that I wanted to try something that I haven't done in years, which is apply artificial nails to my nails. And I'm not talkin' about going to the salon to get them done, too much money and too long of a wait time for me. This was a really easy application, just follow the directions on the back...the brand I purchased was Broadway Nails in French....$5.99

Shopping Trip

IT WAS FRIDAY NIGHT AND I JUST(JUST)JUST(JUST)JUST GOT PAID!!!
Money money money... For those of you who don't know, that is an NSYNC song....
ANY HOOZLE!
I put myself on a budget and am sticking to it! I am not gettin' any younger and I need all the money I can get! I gave myself $200.00 max to spend on clothing and put the rest to savings and other expenses that I need.

The items I purchased cost no more than $25.00 a piece, the least being $10.00. You can always look cute on a budget. My total spending was $128.00. I was able to purchase what I needed and liked for this upcoming cold weather, some of which are sweaters, long sleeve shirts and one pair of boots.

Tricky Topic: Sex "Performance"

I asked my brother to give me a topic dealing with sex and he was laughing because there was something that ran through his mind about it. He continued to laugh and then said "The weakest moment for a guy is the "after part", when we are done "performing". I was like, what the heck do you mean? he said "Sometimes guys', we sit there and just think, was I good? and then we ruin the moment when we ask the question..."

So have you ever asked the question... how was I?

Do you think your a good performer?/Has anyone complimented you on your sexual performance?

Ears n Eyes

Am loving this song...

If ever you're feeling down or feeling like your not "fitting" in. just remember this song




I saw the movie, "The Box", last night

I CANNOT BELIEVE I WASTED MONEY ON THAT MOVIE!!! It was bad all over, Cameron Diaz is a really bad actress, the story line is bad, its confusing, and to top it all off the conclusion is even worse. DONT WASTE UR MONEY ON IT!

Treat of the night

White Chocolate Raspberry Truffle (Haagen-Dazs)

::singing voice:: LOVE IT!!!

Live Relationships: Friendships!

I don't know why people wouldn't view a friendship as a type of relationship...Well some of the idiots that I'm around don't considerate it to be. In my opinion any common knowledge person would know that it is.

People may start off as your acquaintance, classmate, co-worker, roommate, friend of a friend and so on, right?

Now answer this question, when you are conversing with a third party explaining a situation which happened at the work place., which phrase do you use? "My friend at work told me...." or "My co-worker told me...."

Hmmmmm... something to think about..

From a few of my past experience with people (whether it be at school or work) I've always been the one who was introduced as the "best friend". Never understanding why?... Come to think about it, the thoughts that ran through my mind were some of which, I'm pretty sure, run through anyone's mind who doesn't fully understand clingy person's mindset... Did I give that person consent to say that? Am I in a two year agreement that I don't remember signing? WHERE OH WHERE is the fine print? Can I just cancel or put this contract on freeze?... How cool am I to be given this "privilege" of this best friend title? and I've only known you two months...What makes you think I am the best??

A Friend is a person who is a patron, supporter, is understanding, empathetic, your advocate, ally, backer, associate, booster, supporter, role model, admirer (not in a creepy/obsessive way)... Someone who isn't afraid to tell the truth even if it hurts your feelings... someone you can argue with and reconcile with throughout a reasonable time span... someone you can learn from... someone you can also teach... someone you don't have the obligation to communicate with on a daily basis, but would would prefer to talk to... And most importantly someone you can genuinely stand to be around.

Tip: A friendship is not something that should be forced. Keep that in mind next time you call someone your best friend.

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Shopping Trip

I have been deciding what kind of boots I want to "rock" for this crazy weather that we have here in New York. And I've got them. I walked into Zigi Soho, as I always do when I need shoes, and guess what! They are having a sale! Buy one get one half off, they really do not help my shoe addiction :-(. The men and women that work there are so friendly and inviting.

I purchased these pair of boots, there are two materials this boot is designed in suede and leather, I purchased the suede for $69.99...The original price was over $100.00

The other boot that I got was a sweater boot. I couldn't find a picture of the exact pair, but here is a sweater boot very similar to the one I purchased...

I paid $15.00, originally around $50.00

Tricky Topic: Sex "freedom"

Are you sexually free? (Do you have multiple partners? Is it an activity that you do just to do it? Is it a hobby to you? do you compare it to your favorite sport or daily activity?, etc)

What does it take for you to become sexually involved with someone? (Good looks, emotional connection, one good conversations, etc)

"Emotionally connection..."

Does it necessarily have to be a relationship? "No, if the connection is there, if I'm well in the moment then... Why not? I want to try new things with that guy, I wanna share something new with him in that moment" - Patti, 21 M

"It use to be an emotional connection for me..."

What made it change? The girls' that I've been in relationships ruined it for me.

How so? They don't know what they want. Sex became the only worth while in the relationship, putting the emotional state in the back seat." -Tommy, 32 M

"I agree with Tommy, It use to be about the emotions, but that emotional state was lost'

Women F-ck it up because us men are at their sexual mercy.
Why do you say that? For example, on average a man will admit when he wants to have sex with that woman whether its within 10 secs or a month if meeting her, a women will tell her friends but not to the man's face."- Derek, 30 M

"I'm not sexually free, I can't go around having' sex with all kinda people, I just can't do that."-Lyna, 20 F

"There needs to be something special, there has to be a chemistry, a "crazy" connection. I dont have sex just to have sex" Edimer, 21 M

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Definitely EMOTIONAL CONNECTION!!!!!- Nomi Omi ya Homi, 20 F

I lost my virginity when I was 18 yrs old and it was with someone who I trusted and felt that I could share that gift with. I didn't regret it, I still don't. I can count on less than one hand how many partners I've had. I was not forced into anything with these men and they were definitely moments that I cherished and didn't take for granted. There was always a high level of RESPECT and emotional connection with each person. I am not the type of female to have multiple partners because I know (1) I can and (2) Because it is offered to me.

Tip: When you choose to share yourself with someone it should be for reasons of your own, not what anyone else thinks, wants, or expects from you.

Ears n Eyes

I found my song of the week! I am all for females who can rock the mic and I am such fan of Ms. Fiona

Her look kinda reminds me of Amy Winehouse, Keri Hilson and Beyonce...Like a combo meal at your favorite fast food restaurant

"Bang Bang" Video

MELANIE FIONA | MySpace Music Videos

So RiRi debuted her video for Russian Roulette. Is very movie-esc.I would think that I am watching a short film...was that the intent?

It might have been. The music entertainment has upped it...so...anyway...here it is if you haven't seen it or want to watch it again

In my mind...First blog

SO...I got in from work today (Nov.8,2009), and I came home and had so much energy…for no reason!!!..I was on youtube for a while, watched my subs and then started jumping around like a crack addict (although I really don’t know if a crack attack jumps around…..you let me know), took off my jeans and now I’m sitting here in my blue room, in my green, white and blue stripped underwear, grey sweatshirt and big gold hooped earrings, trying to think of name for my blog….I hope by this point I get a name soon….

.....rrreeeaaallll soon....

…..::thinking::I want something catchy…

….and cool….

…..that evidently describe myself as well as the people… -_-….or person that will view my blog

its takin' days but bygolly I've got it